Wednesday, August 17, 2011

9:57am

i hate myself today. was hoping to be alone, so i could throw myself a pity party. so i could play piano&write sadsorrystupid lyrics to go with the piano playing. so i could drink tea&stare out the window&never open the refrigerator. but my best little buddy's mother is a photographer. she's doing a photo shoot down the street from my house. so my best little buddy&i are going to hang out. certain words fall out of my vocabulary when i'm around her. i don't use the words 'calorie' or 'fat'. i don't want her to consider those things, as she is younger than i am. silly me. hungry hungry hypo-crite.


or:
i've been on that pier before. we got hit by a huge wave. it was cold. anyway, chick on the right is my age. chick on the left is about 4 years older. don'tbefat. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. well i just got back, it's 12:42pm. i've had water&peppermint tea. feeling alright now.

4 comments:

  1. Do you know them?
    Where is that pier? It's really beautiful!
    You always post the best thinspos.
    Get feeling better, darling.
    Stay Strong, You're doing SO great!
    xoxo

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  2. I do the same things around people. I seem to 'purge' my vocabulary and never mention certain words.
    Playing piano (keyboard in my case) and writing songs plus drinking tea and looking out of the window is how I wish I could have spent my day.
    xx

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  3. Those tea flavors you always drink sound really yummy. I'm gonna have to buy more tea. I love tea. Are there any teas on the market that suppress apatite or hunger? naturally or not.

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  4. yum love tea
    have fun with ur lil buddy

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