10:34pm

super busy. working as a nanny for a family with two little boys. getting up early to take them to school. drinking tea now. down a few pounds since last post. got my car today. yadda yadda. fucks sake, i'm feeling very grown up. also, a thought, people should be thin enough to be able to put something in the front pocket of jeans. just a thought. some people can't do it. ew fat people. yay skinny people. see how i summed everything up? i need sleep. going to sleep now. i'll make a proper post as soon as i have time. email or text me, please. ilovezette@yahoo.com 

same age. a year younger than i am. yipes. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. hope that made sense. i'm feeling a bit out of it.

10:12am

zette is loopy. oops. i mean i am loopy. see? put organic hazelnut flavoured agave nectar in my coffee. dessert for breakfast? yes. i'm feeling enormously tall lately. even when someone is my height. when i sit on the couch at my friend's all i see is that i seem to be taking up the whole cushion until someone sits down next to me&there was still room for them. eyes, why won't you tell me the truth? if i'm thin i'd really like to know. the scale is rubbish, hardly used anymore. my friend's mother bought me a plug-in scentsy. my room smells amazing. i bought a candle for the back deck. i sit out there in the evenings to listen to music&drink tea&cuddle with my dog&cat. i brought crackers to my room so my stomach will not be so angry today. but my teeth hurt. in the front. orthodontist is moving my midline over. braces for another 8 months. a little sad. i need to buy burts bees cuticle stuff. my hands are dry&terrible looking. i had something to say..... oh well. netflix is full of scary movies. i don't like them. watching the little boys today from 2:30-7. i'll have to stop by the store&grab an energy drink so i can stay alert. hmm. judith. the concerned one. you're a sweetie. peridot, surprise appreciated it. i need more coffee so i can find good photos for you guys..okay, got my coffee. here we go.

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the girl on the left wants to be a model. i see her around a lot as we know many of the same people. she makes me feel like an elephant seal. big&ugly. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. my goal is to be skinnier than my best friend. i'm horrible.

10:17am

hey ladies. did you miss me? just dropping by to say i'm alive. i'm doing okay. not really eating. i've been a little sick, i blame the changing weather. it's finally fall here. 50's at night, low 80's during the day. my usual outfit lately is denim shorts with black opaque tights&my black converse with an oversized hoodie. going to starbucks today to get some schoolwork done. my best friend's mother (she's only 36) is meeting me there later. she's an inch shorter than me&i'd guess she weighs around 110 or less. she's darling. so tiny, with messy curly hair like me. really really sweet lady. anyway, i've been spending lots of time with them&it makes it easy to skip meals when i look at her&my friend&i swear they look half my size. plus i'm talking to lady with the two boys on saturday to work out the details of the nanny job&i don't eat at work so i'll lose more weight then. i'm going to have to find some better vitamins to keep myself functioning. oh, but i don't have an eating disorder. of course not. i'm fine. just finally losing weight. feel free to post your congrats on weight loss/please be careful comments. or write an email ilovezette@yahoo.com since i do love getting emails.

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that's a huge difference. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. my clothes don't fit. i love it. i'm dizzy. love that, too.