10:23pm

so, i made enough of a fuss that my mother took me in for an x-ray. doctor said what i expected. up to 6 weeks for it to heal. just baby it a while longer. it's driving me crazy. i injured it on the 19th. that's 19 days without running. i ran around at the dog park with surprise for a little bit this evening&my ankle is looking a bit swollen. goddammit.
also, i went grocery shopping&i think i did alright. i got coconut milk, a few lunchables, some salmon (in a little package like tuna, it's 60cals a serving), wheat thins, grapes, cucumbers, &a few other little things. i like grocery shopping, once i'm finished with it. i usually fill my little basket three times. the first time, i get too much junk food. the second time, i fill it with mostly liquids, which would make my mother wonder. the third time i get enough to make my mother think i'm eating. perfect.
for the hours when i'm home alone i've found that it helps me to slice up veggies (like cucumber or bell pepper) when i purchase them, before i stick them in the fridge. that way it's ready whenever.
i got invited to eat out with some friends tonight. i didn't go. i'd already had  12 wheat thins&a venti passion shaken iced tea (unsweet, of course) at starbucks while i did chemistry. well, i sort of did chemistry. i was also playing words with friends on the ipod&doing my best to ignore the green-eyed boy that kept staring at me. boys are so odd. they take interaction as an invitation. if i smile back, then they get to start a conversation. well, they try. i put my headphones on, turn up the classical music, &go about whatever i was doing. i'm rude. i know that. no big deal.

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skinny jeans are for skinny people, even if you hide your ass with a skirt. stay strong today, lovelies. well, tonight for me. whatever. for the next 24 hours, don't screw up.

xoxo

zette

p.s. peppermint tea before bed is the best. insomnia is getting its ass kicked.