Saturday, August 20, 2011

9:16am

i feel fat. all the time. kind of like when you get something nasty on your hand&you try to shake it off violently while shouting "get it off"? that's how i feel about my fat. &there is a lot of it left on me.
dearest lottie, you're a doll for looking out. when i say brush my teeth i really mean brush my tongue. but i do brush my teeth sometimes after purging because purging is after eating&i have braces so chances are i will have something stuck in this horrid hardware.
sheila, coffee for breakfast is perfectly acceptable. it's what i'm doing today. my mother left when i was still asleep&i can't eat when i'm home alone so it makes sense. don't worry though, i'm fine.
cierra, i love it for watching tv, too. i bought one for my friend who was a little upset about gaining weight so that she could do it while she watched tv, but i don't think she uses it. everything makes her feel fat so she just sits there feeling bad.
anonymous....ummm, thanks for sharing?? that's gross. i'm sure there are lots of other less disgustingexpensivedangerous records she could break. 


or:
can't wait to be skinny so i can look cute in a dress instead of like a giant satin monster. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. one, there was a "love your body" project i participated in. gross.
two, i bought this dress last night for $5.50 so now i just have to lose weight&wear it.
three, a photo of my cat spinolio because she's the sweetest calico ever.

6 comments:

  1. I'm sure when you're confident enough in your weight to wear it, you will look simply beautiful in your new dress :) It really is pretty.
    Btw your cat is adorable <3

    -Stay strong and brave xox.

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  2. ur new dress is so pretty i love it
    an di always feel fat as well

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  3. I hope that is not you on that "love your body" photograph!

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  4. You're dress is really pretty! Coffee for breakfast = best.

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