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don't get fat. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
Sunday, May 1, 2011
2:02pm
incredibly sad today. i don't know why. i'm cold&grumpy&can't get the justabouttocry feeling to go away. it should be a good day. saw a couple buddies this morning, boy is picking me up to go out after he gets off work, probably seeing more friends tonight.really fun, amazing, sweet people. but what do i want to do? slice open the bottom of my feet&go running. something in my head isn't working properly. nothing is wrong. i'm fine. circumstantially, everything is supposed to be looking up. i lost a pound, stocked up on coffee, &saved a baby bird this weekend. so why am i so down? i don't cry anymore. i use razorblades to cry for me. i'm not trying to sound poetic or emo. that's what i do. my coping skills suck. fuck you, universe.
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We all have our bad days hun, I hope tomorrow will be better and brighter for you xx
ReplyDeletehaha, love the simplicity; 'don't get fat'. hmmm can't really relate to the self-harm, i occasionally carve something decorative into myself for the sake of motivation: my body is my temple so might as well paint the walls right? but i definitely now the 'ijustwanttocry' feeling. i blame hormones. damn womanity. i'm sure it will lift soon - it always does. and just remember: you lost pound. and you're going to loose another one. and another one. and another one. and when we walk in the snow we will leave no footprints :) you can do it. x
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a good time! ^-^
ReplyDeleteI hope the rest of the day turns out okay for you! Chin up, dollie<3 And congrats on the pound, and baby birdie!
ReplyDeleteAww...chin up sweetie! It's gonna pass--it always does. Till then, stay strong (cuz you ARE strong!) <3
ReplyDeletei cut my emotions out too so ur not alone there we both suck in that department
ReplyDeletei hpope tomm is better for u