or:
even in baggy clothes, skinnies look skinny&fatties look fat. choose your category&dress up. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. i wasn't kidding about surprise&i having matching nails.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
11:18am
so...sorry for being honest yesterday. apparently i stepped on some toes. thanks for the long emails. lots of cussing. really appreciate it. i didn't even really mean it in a bad way. yes, i'm sore, dizzy, scared, suspicious, numb, tired, grumpy, cold, etc. but i'm also thinner than i was. since that's all that matters, cheers. okay, a little apology seems to be leaking out of me. i'm sorry if i offended some of you. you know i love you to pieces. a big fat genuine thanks to lydia for understanding when i type in caps "i do not have a motherfucking eating disorder." i don't. i don't have a diseaseilnessdisorder. i learned how to be this way. studiedpracticedobsessed to be this way. the voice in my head is my own.
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I almost want to paint my dog's toe nails now, but I know he wouldn't sit still. I'm trying to quit biting my nails so that I can paint them and have them look good. And people shouldn't have gotten pissed at what you said yesterday. It was just your honest opinion. If they don't like it they don't have to read it. Simple.
ReplyDeleteu didnt offend me nto at all hun
ReplyDeleteand i do have an eating disorder even though im not diagnosed
aww how cute
Yeah, I had to go back and read the post to figure out what people would have to be upset about. So what, you asked a question about whether you'd be the same way with out a particular community, if they want to see that as you casting "blame" that's their issue.
ReplyDeleteI wasn't offended. If I had been, I probably would've just found a way to quit following your blog.
ReplyDeleteAww, your and your doggie's nails are such a pretty!
What did you do to upset people?
ReplyDeleteLove the blue ^_^
hahaha! ah well, a bit of offense taken keeps things lively i suppose ;)
ReplyDeleteHmmmm, just wondering; I've always considered myself non-disordered, or just you-know; generally feminine garden-variety fucked-up. but recently i've been considering this; that in my past life (ie pre this ednos-esque stuff) i used food as a crutch, binge ate, hence the weight gain. So perhaps that was the disorder and now, by choice, i've changed its course to loosing as opposed to gaining. I'd be interested to know what you think of my lil' theory :) Do you think that perhaps, although your behaviour now is by choice, that it might be part of a broader disordered relationship with food/body-image/societal-crap? :)
o.O People were offended? What the fuck FOR?!?
ReplyDeleteYou are fucking INSANE! How did you get the dog to hold still for that?? (I LOVE that colour. I can has?) Lol, be glad that dogs aren't as obsessively self-tidying as cats, otherwise Surprise would have your hard work ruined in under a day!
I vote we go on a hunting trip and make our own homicidal (barbicidal?) wall ornaments. Theres good pig hunting in my area, do you think a boar eating a Bratz doll would be ironic enough for the hipsters?
Dralion is fine now and as smoochy as ever, thank you for the concern :) She sends some purrs and headbutts to you and Surprise <3
Lol, that was a fun post to write despite the shitty news at the end. I'm going to carry my camera around more so I can do more like it. Do you have anything you'd like to see more of? Gothic architecture, the beach, farms, bush walks?
Have a good day tomorrow, stay warm!
xoxoxo
I like your honesty, it's refreshing.
ReplyDeleteYou only said outloud what I've thought many times before.
Sometimes the truth hurts.
~ H
you really did paint your dogs nails:)) that is something:))you must have a really nice and quiet dog.
ReplyDeleteI was not offended, in reality? i felt guilty...
Take good care of your beautiful soul, zette.
"PerfectingMyEmptiness"