Saturday, May 21, 2011

12:43pm

home for the weekend. gave my niece a bath, sliced my thumb open slicing an apple, now watching tv in my room while my mother gives some piano lessons. around 2 we'll go to the music shoppe so i can buy a capo. i've mostly learned 'the only exception' by paramore but i need a capo. using ribbon&rubber bands is getting old. also, i was watching some videos of ballet&it made me want to take lessons. but the more i thought about it, i don't want to be a ballerina. i just want to be able to look that good in a leotard.
also, i broke up with boy. my friend decided to go to him with concerns about my eating. so then he had concerns about my eating. fuck that. yes, i put my weight loss before a relationship. you're welcome to bitch at me for it. i made a choice&i'm pretty positive it was the right one. relieved? yes, yes i am.


or:
did you spot the tiny pale legs? anyway, fat friends. they're necessary. don't be one, though. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. lots of dental work lately. sofuckingsore.

6 comments:

  1. Your absolutely right, fat friends are a necessity. I always feel so much better about myself when I'm around, because you just know you look amazing compared to them

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  2. As long as you feel it was the right decision, nobody should bitch you out over it. Stay happy! <3

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  3. I think you made a good decision, do what makes you happy. You shouldn't try to please others always or you won't be happy. If losing weight is what makes you feel good, confident, and happy, do it.
    We shouldn't have to eat how other's tell us to it's our life, and I glad you are living yours the way you want to. Stay strong and continue to live your life as you please, and no one has a right to bitch at you for breaking up with him, it's your choice who you are in a relationship with.

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  4. I would do the same thing. I don't want tiring people in my life about eating and stuff.
    Relationship must be FUN if they're not they should end.
    Have a wonderful Sunday :)

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  5. un have to do what is right for u hun

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  6. God, I hate being the fat friend. I think some of my friends just keep me around because of that.

    <3

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