why am i so logical about bugs? my older sister BC was a bug nut when we were kids. she hurt her back one time falling because she climbed big willow tree to fetch a praying mantis. at night we would go get cicadas in their shells. we'd pick them off the trees&watch them open up&drop their wings out. in the morning when their wings were dry, we'd let them go. yes, my family is badass&we did badass things while other kids watched tv. if it hadn't been for my abusive father, my childhood would have been pretty perfect i think.
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skinnies look better when they're being goofy. let's be skinnies. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. should i keep to my nevereatalone rule? or have an apple now&a sandwich (120) for dinner? i'm actually counting on your guys to answer this for me.
Have the apple, just so you're less likely to binge I think?
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks for your lovely comment! I will definitely post a picture of my pink hair, and I think I may reveal myself soon... who knows (: <3
Apples start the metabolism. I'd say go for the plan. I had a similar childhood :) We didn't own a tv until I was 12. rolly-pollys were my fave. and I made daisy chains and flower crowns. skinnies skinnies darling zette
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you don't kill bugs=] I'd skip the apple and eat the sandwich if your mom is going to be home. If not, I'd forgo food all together. Fasting is lovely. I like your rule of only eating when people are around. You probably know this, but I thought I'd give you a little tip. Don't wait for people to ask/tell you to eat. I feel fat when I do this and just go grab something for myself, but it makes people worry less. You wouldn't want them to get it into their head that you might not have eaten had they not asked you to. Most people probably don't think about it that much, but I'm not sure if suspicious ones would. Anyway, have a super lovely day!
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I would just eat the apple. Maybe only half of it and drink coffee or have a cigarette to keep your appetite from skyrocketing. tide yourself over until people are around. :) and I am a bug fanatic too!
ReplyDeletei vote for the apple i love apples
ReplyDeleteI vote apple. 80 calories and they are filling.
ReplyDeleteWhen I was little, we used to play with old cicada shells. I never saw one with the cicada still in it though.
I miss being a kid.
i think you should have the apple dear, always good for you and healthy calories :)
ReplyDeleteand abusive father? this makes me really sad for you, hope you are okay,
LOVES
linds x
i would eat very little when alone, so that your mom sees that you are eating and doesnt worry about you. i think an apple is healthy though so thats something you should definitely have :)
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childhood was a lovely time - don't you wish things were as simple as they were back then?
ReplyDeleteMy vote is on the apple. What's your fave kind? Mine's pink lady. :)
Glad you weren't eaten! Stay skinny <3
appleappleapple!
ReplyDeletesorry to hear about your father :/
but it sounds like you had fun, and that's a good thing <3
hope you're alright..
xx