Thursday, April 21, 2011

11:08am

binged yesterday. on tic tacs. max cals for that was (120). my intake for the day was (320) but i think i've forgiven myself. took a lot of apologies though. by apologies i mean crunches. my stomach is still a little sore. my legs are hella sore too. worth it, because i'm down a pound as of this morning. also, boy sent me a relationship request on facebook. fuck no. i know we're high school students&relationships are no big deal but i told him we should at least go on a date first. does that make me a control freak? mostly i don't want my mother to interrogate me, my sisters to interrogate me, my brothers to interrogate him, or my father to find&murder him. anyway, having orange spice tea for breakfast.i also have an apple cider tea that is similar. both taste amazing, i let them steep for a minute extra.
i've found lately that it's difficult to make my face look very lively. the dark circles under my eyes make them look swollen. my lips are naturally a sort of bright/dark color so i'm okay there. i've found that if i use extra concealer under my eyes&try to make it part of my makeup then it looks decent. also, using extra blush or bronzer makes me look more awake. mascara helps, too. &perfume. i don't know what it is about perfume&scented lotions but they seem to say "i'm doing great". so you can imagine the first thing people often tell me after a handshake or a hug (hugsarerare) is "you smell good". umm, thanks. i try. i use the pink perfume from pacsun. it's called future favorites, i think. i also use vanilla body lotion. i've just noticed that when someone smells good they just seem healthier, as opposed to smelling like nothing or like laundry detergent. did i really just ramble about faking healthy? yes, i did. whoops. on to photos. this girl is perfect.


or:
you're welcome to be the average girl on the right. but you don't have to be. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. making a soup in the crockpot that my mother wants me to make. barley&lentils+veggies (200ish) so i won't be eating today in case i have to try some for dinner.

8 comments:

  1. My BF always compliments me on how good I smell. Working at KFC for 8 months has made me paranoid about smelling like work. Even now I work in a deli and the smell doesn't cling quite so much, the fear lingers.

    Lol, in the first and third photos all I can do is stare at the patterned knitting (First one especially) Girl is lovely but needs more than one pose, knthx. I can't see if that purple cardie has any cabling on it!

    Have a wonderful day, Zette! <3

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  2. uh yeah, dpn't do the relationship status yet. that's crazy. go on a few dates and see if you actually like each other! concept...mmm. tea. I want some. skinnies skinnies

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  3. dude tic tacs arent bad they areone of my free things
    the soup sounds yummy

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  4. Omg that girl is perfect. Jeal.......

    Soup Sounds Devine. Im starving right now while I fast, trying to make up for the past 48 hours.....eeeek!

    And yeah - def go out on a date first. Is this guy like obsessed already? Hard not to I guess...lol ;)

    <3

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  5. Wow, she has great legs! I want em! :)

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  6. ahah,people say the same thing to me about "smelling good"!

    and i don't think you're a control freak,it's just him who's rushing things a little bit too much!

    anyway,i didn't know you could actually speak italian,or at least understand it! it's not that popular as a language..and i mean,it's quite obvious,it's only spoken here in italy!
    thanks for your comment,i'm glad you read my post :)

    hug

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  7. P.S.
    Yay! Save Poptart Cat's relatives from the masses! Release them into the wild where they can make little fluffy sprinkled kittens and sprint desperately from pregnant she-bears!

    Ouch, I hate how some sleeping pills made the first coffee of the day taste like there was iron filings in it. I think I was even more depressed that my coffee tasted like shit than I was about not being able to sleep >.<

    Hope you have a wonderful weekend, gorgeous!

    <3

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  8. Having a little control isn't exactly a bad thing :) and niether is smelling incredible
    <3 hope everythings wonderful in your life
    stay strong

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