10:53am

sorry i didn't post yesterday. or comment on blogs. was sort of a zombie. i binged. i threw up. intake without the purging was about 900 for the day. gross. but i feel good today. my stomach was upset this morning but after some cranberrygrapelemon juice it forgave me. i meant to go running this morning but i woke up late&my mother gave me tons of things to do.

on the bright side, i'm getting a bicycle today. i'm so excited. it's not very pretty but it's been fixed up&then ridden only once so it'll work. i just have to get surprise used to it so she'll go biking with me. we're both having to get used to being out in the heat so running has been pathetic, an hour at most. then i go home, kick my shoes off, weigh myself, get a glass of water, &do whatever workout i decide on. being so bonkers about exercise is killing my muscles. i'm always so sore.

yesterday i went to target. found converse bikini bottoms on clearance. tried them on. ew. but i bought them. both my swimsuits are ones i like a lot now. i'm stoked about being skinny this summer. okay, enough rambling. i'll just finish this&go reply to emails. uh-ohh. lookbook isn't working. good thing i bookmark skinny photos because what would my posts be without 3 skinnies&a reverse?

or:

fat friend. how cute. (if you want, compare the white t-shirt on this girl to the one in the first photo) stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. i'll be spending all day at the park on my bicycle. wish me&my leg muscles luck.

p.p.s. i saw a 50ish year old woman at kroger yesterday. her bones stuck out everywhere&her skin hung off her. it freaked me out a little. if i ever look gross like that, please tell me.