Thursday, March 24, 2011

3:32pm

orthodontist this morning. saw lots of skinnies this morning. one girl was crazy small&she looked great. her cheeks were a little sunken in but her makeup was perfect. 
my intake is (95) until my mother gets home for dinner, which she says will be lamb burgers&sweet potatoes. so depending on how much she's watching me my total for the day will probably be (400) or so. but she won't be home until late so i have about 6 hours to exercise&play guitar&play with oil pastels. i did this instead of homework yesterday. i should have just done my homework. anyway, reinstating my noeatingalone rule has been a good way to give up snacks.


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the girl on the right is in the "knees need padding" club. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. holy motherfucking hell i'm hungry. mirror, please remind me why i cannot eat.

11 comments:

  1. Wow, I love seeing random thinspo in real life. It's such a rarity though - there really should be more skinny people in the world.

    ...Let's make that happen. ;)

    Take care xoxo

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  2. Nice picture, the tree and bird are my favourite bits :)
    Liking the thinspo!
    Haha I need to start using that rule more too, but I don't like eating when people are watching me... I guess I will have to not eat at all then :D
    Stay strong,
    Lottie x

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  3. o i rmember when ih ad my orhtodonist appt si hated them so much

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  4. im alone most of the time and my mum always provides me with my own fridge full of food so its really hard for me to stay strong when im alone.
    my personal thinspo is this girl whos one of my best friends. shes so insanely skinny and sexy and beautiful.. i hate her for being so perfect but i love her cos shes a great friend and always had been.
    lots of luck! you can do this! :D:D
    xxxxxxx

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  5. That drawing is lovely. I get so insanely jealous when I see skinny people some times. And to clarify about my last post, I'm totally off the healthy kick. I'm trying to be as safe as possible while doing this. Thank you for your concern though, your comments really mean a lot. I hope you're doing well.

    ~Cora

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  6. I would love to see some of your art. Would u be able to post some. I find myself trying to find things to do when I'm hungry. I think I'ma start painting again. Maybe yours will inspire me.
    Also, I found advice in your post: I'll make sure to look at myself in the mirror next time I'm hungry.
    Stay strong dear¡¡¡

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  7. I would put crumbs on a plate and the works so the thinks you ate and get rid of some household food! But that is just me... lol. The thinspo is amazing and that must be fantastic seeing it today in real life! I would LOVE to see some of your art! Stay strong love!

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  8. I think I should follow your no eating alone rule. Drawing is lovely, btw :]

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  9. your comments always make me feel better. And Peter? might weight 130 max and he's like 5'11 when I hug him even when he's wearing a sweater I can feel every bone in his back. he's so gorgeous and thin.... I'm both envious and in love....

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  10. Psst, Zette.

    http://glueandpieces.blogspot.com/2011/03/versatile.html

    Arohanui <3

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  11. Wow, your artwork is gorgeous. Did you study at school or is it just something you do in your spare time. I love drawing and music it's a great distraction from eating and I actually feel like I'm doing something productive =) Anyway, Have a good day.

    Dotty

    xx

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