my mother is asking me more often what i ate. this morning, "what did you eat yesterday? i don't see anything missing." i don't like throwing out food. i do it, but not a lot of it. usually just enough to leave dirty dishes. but it's time to step it up, apparently. luckily i am a sneaky person who comes from a sneaky family full of people who have crazy mad lying skills. so i'll be fine. even though, somewhere in the expanse of my mind, i've decided that if i get caught i'll keep going. their approval means nothing compared to my own approval.
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you see what food gets you? those girls are the same age. my age. just saying. i'm not eating today. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. pollyanna i asked about menthols (because regular cigs taste like a nursing home) &that's what they told me to try. i like them quite a bit. but i plan on trying other kinds. i have a friend who owns a tobacco shop so i'll be asking him.
p.s.s. all your sweet comments really do make my day. i'll be around the house again today, clicking through blogs, cleaning, coming back to check email, texting the 4 people i text, etc. ilovezette@yahoo.com if you're up for a chat.
your an inspiration x
ReplyDeleteYou may have just stopped me from having a binge day. I can't be the giant one again. Thanks love, I hope you don't get sick!
ReplyDeleteI hope your not sick!
ReplyDeleteStay strong,
Lottie x
You always find a way to keep me on track!! Thank you so much!!!
ReplyDeleteAnd your comments brighten my day. Menthols to me taste off, but my roommate LOVES them and wont smoke anything else. I like "cowboy killers". Either that or whenever I can get a hold of them, I smoke french cigarettes. I love gauloises... the one in the red package is my favourite of all i think.
omg, I don't understand why the bigger girl allowed herself to be photographed like that...
ReplyDeleteHope you don't get sick! Get your vitamin C in!
ReplyDeletePerfect thinspo, as always. The big girl in the last pic looks like she's wearing a tablecloth, especially with the plate of food on her lap...so embarrassing :(
When you go to a tobacco shop, you should check out clove cigs! They taste and smell different but I like them every now and then. They're called Djarum blacks (not black & milds lol)
being sick sucsk trust me im always sick howp u feel better
ReplyDeleteOh no! Take vitamin C! I hope you don't get sick <3
ReplyDeleteHope the sore throat goes away. <3 Take a zinc supplement with your Emergen-C. It'll give your immune system a boost and make you too nauseous to eat anything.
ReplyDeleteMum's the same way, and I hate throwing food out as well. I usually wait until no one's looking and throw it out into the woods behind the house. I figure at least something will get to eat it. :D
I hope you don't get sick girl:(
ReplyDeleteI nominated you for the versatile blogger award! Hope that makes you feel better:)
ahhhh stay well little Zette - I'm sending 'don't get sick' vibes your way!
ReplyDeleteAlso that last picture has really upset me somehow, like that girl just doesn't understand what she's doing to herself. Why would you eat cake if you were overweight? whyyyyy....
I hope you don't get sick! I'm just getting over bronchitis, I've had it for almost two weeks now. Finally feeling like I might be able to breathe if I go to the gym!
ReplyDeleteLucky for me, I don't live at home, I just live with roomates. So nobody gives a shit whether my food goes missing or not.. We don't share food so nobody notices. Although lately it's been going missing anyway.. but that ends today! Good luck today love!
youre doing really good. i hope you dont get sick :)
ReplyDeletei hate throwing food out as well but it makes me feel powerful. luckily, i dont have to lie or anything because i live on my own anyway. nobody can control how much and what i eat :)
stay strong xxxx