Wednesday, March 16, 2011

11:10am

i have taken up smoking. camel crush, my current love. excuse the bedhead&chubby fingers.


i do not like starting over. i went from 393 followers to 8. it took me forever to get into a routine at my old blog. goddamn motherfucking cunt alex cooke walden i hope you get hit by a car. i do not like starting over.
also, i do not like eating. it's nerve wracking. did i miscount? did extra spill in when i measured? probably did. better not eat it.
i do not want to eat. i want to waste away quickly, not slowly. i do not want to leave, i want to simply be gone. i want to get out before they catch me jumping the fence. fuck.


or:
hi i'm wide&i like to wear really fucking bright shirts to accentuate this. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. no offense to my followers. just feeling alone today.

5 comments:

  1. I like the bedhead. for some reason.

    If my friends and family didn't frown upon smoking so much I would definitely be a smoker. I love it far too much.

    Hopefully your other 385 followers will find you soon. Your blog is addicting. So they will be looking!

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  2. I love camel crushes! Call me a hypocrite, but don't smoke if you don't need to. For me, it's a social thing, but I wish I didn't start. Sorry you're feeling lonely... I'll post the link to your new blog the next time I post on mine (if that's ok). I'm sure your old followers will find you one way or another.

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  3. I'm glad you didn't just disappear. I was worried about the fact you hadn't posted. And then I saw you comment on another blog :)

    I don't smoke, I tried and I didn't enjoy it. I don't like the smell on girls especially because some girls only do it for the wrong reasons and they look so stupid doing it. No offence to any of you, but some people look like such posers when they smoke.
    And I only like the smell on certain guys.

    welcome back :):)

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  4. I wondered what happened to you. I read the post about the forced lockdown/burger meal (which frightened me) and figured you had to get rid of your blog. I was a bit worried.

    I'm glad to see you and your razor sharp wit are back.

    ~ H

    I smoked for 10 years, but I quite for many reasons, one being it was interfering with my running. and we all know how much I need to run.

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