counseling appointment is on wednesday, not today. cheers. i'm keeping myself from calling R to tell her to cancel it. i'm not a wimp, i can sit in an office for an hour with some nice lady who gets paid to listen to people whine&tells them why they're whining. okay, i've nothing against counseling. lots of normal people see a counselor. that's fine. but for some reason it feels as if going to this appointment is giving up. i've been refusing to go for so long that it just seems natural that i'd refuse forever. R said she'd like to "just tie you up&carry you, because you're so light, kicking&screaming. but i don't think i'm allowed to do that." she's darling. so i'm going for her. why is this such a big deal? it's one appointment. it's really just to see if whatsherface&i even get along. so in a nutshell, i'm going, but i don't want to.
big red riding hood ate her grandmother&the wolf&the contents of her basket, i think. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. the skin on my body is so ugly. grey&blue&purple, cold&bruised.
Good luck with the counsellor - I'm sure it will be fine :)
ReplyDeleteThe picture made me laugh! And I am a purple person too - my skin is so horrible! But at least you have the excuse of being skinny :)
Lottie x
i hate when ppl think they understand us. counsellors are like that. gr
ReplyDeleteBAHAHAHAHAH Your comment on the pic made me day girl!! You are always so funny!
ReplyDeleteI think it's really awesome you are going to the counselor for your friend. I hope that it all works out and maybe you will even like the lady. I am pro-counseling (despite its lack of really fixing anything) but to each is own. I know you will do what works for you. :)
Skin....awesome sign you are thin but also one of those "egghhh...this sucks" signs. Maybe hit the tanning bed for some color? :)
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