Friday, December 9, 2011

12:51pm

let's clarify. my best friend M is younger than i am. i met their family when i was coming up, getting better, behaving myself. so they assumed i was always like that. til i started going down again. they won't talk to me&i haven't tried talking to them, so i'm assuming the mother just doesn't want my friend to start picking up my bad habits. i scared them&i feel bad for that, but i really don't think that cutting someone out of your life should be so abrupt. i could be wrong though.
i bought v8 fusion juice at costco. a can (170) lasts me all day. also when i met up with R she decided to bug me for 20 minutes about counseling. why i need it, why she wants me to, why i don't want to go, etc. she said she would call to see if they have an opening in the next couple weeks&let me know so i can think about it. i don't want to. i'm fine, dude. when i'm unhealthy, go ahead&worry. but don't call the fat girl anorexic. she also likes to use the word "disease" a lot, which makes me feel dirtyuselesscontagious. sweet.


i want to be skinny so when i have walmart adventures, there can be photos. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. got our christmas tree today. waiting for the branches to settle so we can decorate it tomorrow.
p.p.s. yes, lucy scares the hell out of me. which is why i love sleeping pills.
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  1. AnonymousFriday, December 09, 2011 12:31:00 PM

    oh dear :/ my best friend was mia and when my eating got fucked up her mum tried to stop us seeing each other because she thought we would "exchange tips" and what ever, but all we ever did was try to persuade the other to get help and try to stop this. her mum thinks im all better now so its ok and my friend has recovered just about :) maybe you should give counsiling a shot?
    love V8 :) and oo we dont have a tree yet - i bet yours will look fab :)
    lottie x

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  2. AnonymousFriday, December 09, 2011 3:03:00 PM

    i find it so annoying when parents think you're going to influence their kid to have an eating disorder. EDs develope from other issues, like your homelife etc, they arent effin contagious! i wish people would educate themselves more because judging

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  3. RaynaySaturday, December 10, 2011 6:14:00 AM

    Sorry 'bout your friend. I know parents try to "protect" their children but it probably would have been more productive if they talked to you directly instead of cutting you out. Jerks.

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  4. AnonymousSaturday, December 10, 2011 10:18:00 PM

    but you are skinny.

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  5. Does It Even MatterTuesday, December 13, 2011 2:00:00 PM

    That's complete bullshit about your friend. You are supposed to HELP friends. Not ignore them. Jesus, what is wrong with them. I wish you would post a pic of how skinny you are looking these days!! It's been quite some time!!

    Love the walmart picture....that girl is so fucking skinny and gorgeous.

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