books are what keep me relaxed lately. i bought my own copy of wintergirls a while back. i read it once in a while. i had lost my copy of "hollow" by jena morrow. so last night i bought a new one. it's an odd book. it makes me want to eatnoteatlivediesmile all at the same time. it's a good read. also motivation, when she talks about being 91lbs at 5'6".
silly me, nothing to say&posting anyway. in january i'll have a week of being with the boys from 7am-7pm every day. i'll be tired but at least we can get back to our routine. i'm a good nanny. the boys are sad when i leave&happy when i arrive. i love them to pieces. i've been staying healthy for their safety, but i'm tired of that. i have been to a lower weight&i'd like to go there again. i know my limits. i know how much food it takes to get through a week without forgetting pieces of it&i will not go below or above that. oh bother, no one told me i was rambling. when i have to scroll up to see the top of my post, it's too long. as for the last post, i'd like to clarify.
my legs, without as much muscle from running, look a little bowed. but i'm good with that.
xoxo
zette
p.s. my current addiction is going to discount stores like ross to get bags of coffee. coconut coffee is today's flavor. it makes it more enjoyable to drink it black.p.p.s. ell, thanks for understanding.
I don't really like children, but it must be nice to feel wanted and needed. The coconut coffee sounds delightful. In my opinion, you are very pretty, but people say that to me and I still despise so many things about my face. I just hate not being able to change it no matter how hard I try.
ReplyDeleteHope you're doing well, sweetie! Have a lovely Christmas <3
Stop it zette, you're gorgeous. Some things, like acne, crazy hair, and braces are temporary issues, they go away with time and the right products. But I love your features, you're eyebrows are to die for and your cheeks are lovely. Enjoy the holiday!
ReplyDeleteHi beautiful - thanks for leaving me encouraging words the other day. Your advice was helpful. I hope you had a good Christmas (or whatever you may or may not celebrate!) and do something fun for the New Year. And in reference to your last post - you are beautiful, not ugly at all. Don't forget that.
ReplyDeletei think you are freakin gorgeous! fat girls are always in the back, someday we will be front and centre
ReplyDeleteI know you don't like to hear this, and you certainly don't believe it. You are rather beautiful.
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