9:16am

hey, i'm alive. my sister was in town for the week. she left last night. sprained my ankle a few days ago, can't do many of my workouts because if i put weight on it then my eyes water (i do not cry). really fucking frustrating. plus it looks like a tumor on the side of my ankle&even my toes are swollen. i'm realizing how self-reliant i am though. really, incredibly stubborn. i'd rather hop to the kitchen to carry something back to my room (or bring a bag&use my crutches) than to ask my mother to get it.
my sister was the best about it. she bought me a wrap/bandage, ice pack, tons of powerade, &she even went to the thrift store in my town&bought a pair of crutches for $5. best sister ever. i miss her already.
what i don't miss is "let's go to sonic&get breakfast burritos" or "you haven't been to freebirds? we have to go today." or "how many taquitos do you want?" it was hard to hide food around her&even harder to purge with a sprained ankle (ouch? not taking that for granted again). but i didn't gain which is good i guess. that's all that's new, i think. i got my license but it doesn't really matter until i get a job. just being a teenager. i want some hot sunnies to wear when i'm skinny. or sunglasses, if you don't call them sunnies.

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if you look like you eat everything you see, you might want to keep your tongue contained when it's time to take photos. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. fucking love orange tic tacs.