woke up to my mother playing piano. went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. stared at the legs sticking out of my shorts. they didn't look like mine. they were tan&almost small. then i saw the scars on them. the legs instantly grew a few inches wider. like magic. by magic i mean insanity. so i'm drinking peppermint tea&contmeplating, what the fuck do i look like?? do you know what you look like?
or:
girl in white is skinny, the girl in the black is not so skinny. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. tired today. my big tea mug feels like it weighs a ton.
also, since i lost my phone, i don't have any of your numbers. pretty please text me so we can chat.
Sometimes when I catch a glimpse in the mirror, I think I almost look ok. Or I'll see my arm and think it looks thin and then I realize, it's not. And that I don't look ok. My mind wanted me to see what I could look like if I tried harder. I still need to lose weight.
ReplyDeleteI love big cups/mugs. I have two but they are more like the white coffee shop cups that more bowl-like if you know what I'm talking about. More tea/0 cal drink to fill me up instead of having to make a second cup.
From whats I've seen you look beautiful. Don't let this disease consume you love. Your stronger than it, control it!
ReplyDeletestay safe Kim.
Do any of us truly know what we look like? Probably not :( I saw my calves in a mirror the other day and was like "what? Those aren't mine" then went to a full length mirror, and instantly regretted it.
ReplyDeleteHaha that cup is huge!
ReplyDeleteI have no idea what I look like and it's so damn annoying! Every reflection is differant, when I look down it's differant, every photo is differant! Taking a picture of my reflection then looking in the mirror doesn't even look the same! It does my head in! Haha oh well :P
Lottie x
i dont know hwat i look lik eeveryonce in awhile i aget a glimpse of this tiny girl but that can b true and then alll i c is fat i wish i could c whateverone else say
ReplyDeletei love ur mug
Hahaha! I love that mug of tea!
ReplyDeleteWoke up this morning feeling fat - looked like a blimp in the mirror spreading out everywhere...
ReplyDeleteWeighed myself, lower than I expected, looked in the mirror and saw a thin girl.
Started to get ready for work , nothing looked right, the blimp is back.
We never know how we look. xx
I don't think anyone really knows what they look like; you either have fat people thinking they are skinny; skinny people thinking they are fat or average people thinking they are both. I'm in the average category, cept some days I feel skinny and other days I feel like a whale argh! love your posts =D
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I think there was one night, after talking to my crush all night, that I saw the thin person I'd become. Now, I'm not sure if what I saw was what I wanted to see, what I thought they see in me, or just a hope of what I am.
ReplyDeleteYour mug. IT'S HUGE! I want one. Haha.
i hope youre alright. you havent posted in a while, but you probably know this... considering youre the one writing. hope nothing is wrong. <3
ReplyDeleteOMG. I tought I lost your blog. Toally start to panic in my room. Searched in my FollowedBlog-Page but coundn't find you... very strange. Now I find you and I can calm down XD
ReplyDeletewow..to wake up from the sound of a piano sounds great. and Im happier that your legs getting thinner. stay strong. going to link you on my blog page <3
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