my whole world is a little disheveled. my weight is around the same. it goes about four pounds below what it is now, then i get it back up again. it's frustrating, maintaining. but i don't want to have to see my doctor again. or, if i got to my goal, my therapist would talk nonstop inpatient facilities which never fails to freak me out. so it's best to maintain. i keep telling myself that.
all i do outside of work is work out, write, sketch, read, walk my dog, play guitar, &see a couple of friends. i'm still on holiday from work. i don't go back until wednesday. i miss the kids but i know i needed the break. i'm sorry i haven't commented on any of your blogs in so long. every time i read through them i want to clean out my kitchen&fast until i pass out. especially those with photos. you're all really beautiful. the only bones i can see right now are collarbones, ribs, hips, &sternum really. so i try to avoid the mirror. i'm in a weird headspace so i'll leave off here.
xoxo
zette
p.s. is it bad to steal the neighbor's dog when they leave him in inclement weather, then return him when it's warm? they weren't home, they didn't notice.
*Hugs* If it makes them STFU about things that freak you out, it's a good thing.
ReplyDeleteLol I've covered all the mirrors in my house except the tiny one in the bathroom that only shows my face.
Oooooh can you show us some of yur sketches? Pretty please?
I think that's cool about the dog, just let them know before annoying meddling neighbours do. (I fyou have those kinds of neighbours)
Love you Zette, have a great new years <3
I think that's really nice of you to help the neighbors' dog. It's amazing how dense people can be when it comes to taking care of animals.
ReplyDeleteI hope you got to do something at least a little bit fun to ring in the new year. Cheers to that, and to you.
I would have taken the dog in too. Nice to see you on here. XO
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