12:02pm

you little ladies are darling. really. i was cleaning out my email inbox, organizing personal emails&all the comments from my old blog. a lot of you have stuck with me for ages. so many messages just checking in, telling me to stay strong like i tell you all the time. i don't think i could delete my blog. thanks so much for the encouragement.
just got back from a little shopping. i bought another water bottle, lime juice, pill am/pm organizer, caffeine-free xenadrine, bandages, diet coke, etc. going to treat the yard for fleas&tarantulas then going running. it's sunnybreezywarm outside today. i bought some new books. one a straight facts ED book, another "diary of an exercise addict" about exercise bulimia. they're both interesting.
oh, some of you asked about therapy. it's going really well. i like my counselor a lot. she never ever rushes me&she warns me before she stands up or gets closer to me. she's really lovely. she gives me funny looks sometimes.
"with an eating disorder.." 
"which i don't have."
"mm...you never learned any emotional response besides anger."
"no shit."
"exactly."
i'm tempted every week to walk out the door before she calls my name. that sweetashoney vileasacid voice always tells me to. but i haven't. i hope i can figure out a time to see her when i'm working 8am to 7pm every day.
golly. anyway, just checking in&saying thanks for all the comments on the last post.

girl on the right has perfect legs, i think. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. working on getting the guts to try a gym for a week to see if i should get a membership. hate being around people.