Friday, October 7, 2011

10:12am

zette is loopy. oops. i mean i am loopy. see? put organic hazelnut flavoured agave nectar in my coffee. dessert for breakfast? yes. i'm feeling enormously tall lately. even when someone is my height. when i sit on the couch at my friend's all i see is that i seem to be taking up the whole cushion until someone sits down next to me&there was still room for them. eyes, why won't you tell me the truth? if i'm thin i'd really like to know. the scale is rubbish, hardly used anymore. my friend's mother bought me a plug-in scentsy. my room smells amazing. i bought a candle for the back deck. i sit out there in the evenings to listen to music&drink tea&cuddle with my dog&cat. i brought crackers to my room so my stomach will not be so angry today. but my teeth hurt. in the front. orthodontist is moving my midline over. braces for another 8 months. a little sad. i need to buy burts bees cuticle stuff. my hands are dry&terrible looking. i had something to say..... oh well. netflix is full of scary movies. i don't like them. watching the little boys today from 2:30-7. i'll have to stop by the store&grab an energy drink so i can stay alert. hmm. judith. the concerned one. you're a sweetie. peridot, surprise appreciated it. i need more coffee so i can find good photos for you guys..okay, got my coffee. here we go.


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the girl on the left wants to be a model. i see her around a lot as we know many of the same people. she makes me feel like an elephant seal. big&ugly. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. my goal is to be skinnier than my best friend. i'm horrible.

7 comments:

  1. Zette, sweetie, you know we all love you and care about you. Please be careful. Take care of yourself, ok?

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  2. 5' 8" is quite tall, I think. But then again, I'm just barely 5' 1" if I stand up very very straight. I've always wondered what it's like to see the world from a greater height. Must be fabulous, like the Elves!!

    I hope your teeth feel better. <3 And I definitely sympathize with the dry hands. Let me know how the Burt's Bees stuff works out for you! I can never find anything that makes the skin on my hands better. Anything that works really well is usually too greasy. :/

    xoxoxo

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  3. Yay zette updates! Have fun with the bambinos; I'm loving my nanny gig. Only they buy me junk food... don't let them do that to you! Jerks! lol

    Wonderous photos, 'specially the redhead. And, best friends were made to compete with! Its good, keeps us all on our toes.

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  4. you probably already are skinnier than her

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  5. You are not a horrible for wanting to be skinner than your best friend. I think we all probably feel that or have thought that at the same time. :) I would love to bve skinnier than my friend Christine: 5'9 1/2 and 110 - 115. Bitch. She is one of those girls with a crack head metabolism. She actually wants to GAIN weight, tries and can't. GOD DAMN HER.

    That fat girl in your picture is a complete idiot for posing with that stick. I would never......

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  6. you are not horrible!!! That is one of my motivations lately too! I want to be skinnier then all my best friends and then me girl cousins. Gosh that must make me extra horrid!
    stay strong girl!
    -g
    ps. I just started following you!! :)

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