home alone for the rest of the day. took a long shower. pinched all my fat, scrubbed every inch of my body, carefully shaved my arms&legs, applied a ridiculous of lotion. misted my clothes with cotton candy body spray. i prefer to smell like sweets rather than eat them. silly girl, i say to myself. so i'm avoiding mirrors. tiptoeing past the scale in case it notices me&draws me in. cup of coffee, good book, good music, phone on silent. fuck the world, i'm going to spend some more time on the back deck on the swing in my own little universe.
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i don't like cowboy boots. but that skinny blonde makes them look alright, yes? stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. went bonkers last night&started following lots more blogs. so confused now.
it sounds amazing. I really like to be somewhere alone with a good book and music too.
ReplyDeleteHave fun :)
I hate it when people don't like or agree with my plans for the future.
ReplyDeleteGood book, good music and ignoring the phone is all you need for a good day. x
Don't like cowboy boots much either but yes I suppose she pulls them off. Sometimes it's nice to just escape from the world and live in your mind if only for a little while. It's always so much better in there =)
ReplyDeleteim sorry that your mom ruined what seemed like it would of been a perfect morning.
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